Jesus Makes The Darkness Tremble

Feeling God's Love During Rough Seasons.        Oftentimes it can be tough to feel God's love when you're going through rough seasons believe me I've been/am still there. Sometimes it can feel like God isn't showing us the love we want to feel. God's love can sometimes be tough love like allowing you to go through difficulty. it can be allowing you to make mistakes because he wants to teach you. A lot of times we know God loves us unconditionally but we don't feel his love. Maybe it's because we're struggling, having low self-esteem, doubting, overwhelmed, etc. it can even be all these and more at once.       God wants us to feel his overwhelming love. I like to think that God loves us uniquely rather than equally because God loves different things about everyone. God loves every piece of you, he picked out everything the way it should be. God even died for us so we would receive grace over sin. Yet sometimes the realization of this is still n

Dealing With Difficult/ Toxic People      Many times in our lives we’ve had to deal with difficulty and difficult people. It can oftentimes feel like we’re stuck in a relationship with someone who is toxic and we don’t know how to get out of the relationship. Sometimes we’re stuck between the decision of you don’t want to hurt any feelings but you’re stuck in suffering in silence. Other times we can be stuck in a relationship because we want to bring God to a Godless person. It can also sometimes be hard to figure out if a relationship is toxic or not. Sometimes it takes someone else to show you how badly you’re being treated. Also, not all toxic relationships are ones that you can get out of such as toxic family members.        My experience with difficult people is still an ongoing difficulty, In my case, one of my brothers and my dad are so destructive to my emotional well being. Now you may ask why would God put a difficult person as a family member. My best answer is because

Homelessness Was A Blessing In Disguise.       Now believe me when I say that sentence I got confused looks and I could understand where the confusion comes from. Let me tell you how I came to know God better than I had ever in the past. Just in a couple months of being homeless.     For starters let me explain how I felt before I came to see how much God had shown me in two months. I felt angry, I had so much stress my body malfunctioned, I was overwhelmed with fear, I didn't sleep well for months, etc. I was angry at my father because he was the reason behind being homeless, He told our landlord he wasn't going to pay rent so they kicked us out. It was always an overwhelming fear of am I going to ever have to lay my head on a concrete ground. Rest assured I always had a bed to lay on, as we were staying in a hotel with help from extended family.        it took me around 6 months of being in a home to feel like everything was going to be okay. In these 6 months, I learned